Sunday, January 3, 2010

Robert Forrest Ryals

I am so fortunate to have him in my life! When he holds my hand the whole earth just tunes out! I feel wanted, and beautiful! He always ask me, "why are you looking at me?" and I just nod and smile, but the truth is im looking at him because I dont ever want to stop looking into his beautiful blue eyes! He has this certian grin that he does that just leaves me absolutly breathless. He told me today that he loved me!

I've always told myself that I dont want to move fast during relationships, I want to wait till im older. But I'm crazy for him! We have held hands and told eachover we love eachover! But im ready to kiss him! I just want it to be perfect and romantic! Like out by the pond or at the creek! just the two of us and I want it to be special! like just sper of the moment! I love him so much and couldn't imagine my life without him!

P.S. I love you baby! :)

Love

Love?

Is it love you ask? Indeed it is, A type of love that is over baring! I may only be thirteen but I understand the meaning of the words, " I love you " These three words are so powerful! They mean that the person you are in a relationship with is someone you can't imagine letting go! They will be by your side even when your world is tumbling down. They know what makes you tick inside. Today I experienced that amazing feeling! My wonderful boyfriend told me he loved me! I was overjoyed and was at a loss for words, but I finally got the courage up to say I love you too! and it was the best feeling. For once in my life I am happy! I feel wanted, adored, and pretty! He makes me feel like im on top of the world! But I just realised that "people" just cant be happy! They have to be happy in order for you to be happy! I love my best friend to death and we've always talked about what it would be like for a boy to tell us he loves us. And when I told her she said gross and ewww and ect... I mean I know she was probablly kidding but I felt let down! Like this was a major part of my life and she didnt even have three good words to say about the whole thing! But I just pray for God's guidence.